Scared of Cancer Tests

I am sitting her right now trying to remember what type of cancer my uncle has. I'm too frazzled over the stepkids that I can't remember which form of cancer he has (either that or my thyroid disease has put more holes in my swiss cheese memory bank). My brain feels scrambled (along with my emotions). I know it's not Mesothelioma because I see those commercials all the time. It is either Hodgkin's or non-Hodgkin's Lymphoma I think. How awful that I can't even remember which form of cancer it is right now.

I have to go back to my doctor for my own biopsy (that I am seriously dreading); two different doctors for two different biopsies actually. I've put it off long enough and I have to stop doing that. Just thinking about the "c" word paralyzes me though. My husband is getting upset with me and he usually doesn't show much interest in medical stuff but he's really on my case about this. Nice to know he loves me eh? I'm being sarcastic...I'm in a mood over the ex and need to vent about something. He'd better love me after all I've put up with over the years with his ex, lol.